Whole - Broken - Whole

We come into this world whole
If we do not have the proper protection
the evils of the world can reach us
and break us
sometimes fast
sometimes slow
Do you remember the first time you felt pain?
The first time your innocence was darkened?
Do you remember your innocence?
Innocence. . . . . .
Some enter this world already in a broken state
through a cloudy tunnel
into a realm of chaos
If we could only climb back in
to where we came from
the coldness seems too much for our fragile selves to bare
though we thought we could
So we do
Because we can
Because we are here to learn again
To learn anew

I knew the tender Spirit of God as a child, we would play together when no one was looking. How sweet life was then. But when I began to feel pain in my life, I let His hand go.
And went on my own.
On my own, all alone, searching for what I'd just let go of
"Oh hurt child of mine, I will wait for your return. Though you have let me go, I will never let go of you. I will be ten steps ahead of you, and ten steps behind you, and ten steps above you, and ten steps below you. Always, always, with you."
Finally, the day came. My clothes torn, my body unbathed, bruised and scarred. Who is this person I have become?
"I give up! I give up this way of my own! I give up all that I know! I know nothing now that I have sunk so low!"
And like the passing of a storm, the dark clouds move fast away and the light and warmth of the sun come shinning down on me...
"My love...My LOVE...My LOVE!!! YOUR LOVE!!! YOUR LOVE *IS* MY LOVE!!! AND I AM YOUR LOVE!!! Ohhhh I remember....I remember....
Now I remember...
I remember!!!
and now..
I will never---
never---
forget."

Remembrance

June 10, 2012
i see. 
things in a holy way. i have been given a vision that goes beyond the universes. an understanding beyond the universes. everyday i am understanding more. and more of what i am understanding. I am a Holy One. I have come here in this time for All of Us. I now understand this. I now must be who I am. in every. way. my strength must always be on high. and when it is not i must turn it back up quickly. for any time not spent in my most gloriousness, is time that i am not being true to my spirit. true to my father. my true father. our grandfather. 

they are my true love. the love above all loves. all other love flows through the divine love making it part of it. but not the source.

my life is not mine. hosanna. the flesh. no. now i am sophia. the divine. i cannot be weak in the flesh. unless it is blessed. unless it is blessed.

this is who I am. 

i share this with you as a reminder to myself and perhaps a reminder to you. connections can be tricky. we do not always make of them for what they truly are. because we rush. we rush as if there is not enough time. forgetting that there is as much time as there needs to be. all of the time. 

we don't take our time. we need to take our time. always. no rushing. rushing is the time keeping of man. not the universe. wisdom is shadowed by rushing. moving faster than we are really moving. going against the true hands of time. that is what we do. in one way or another. one may be slow in movement but speedy in thought. slow in thought, speedy in action. everything must be at a leveled pace. always. to be fully here. fully present. fully listening. fully understanding. i have learned this way of living and i have been blessed immensely. this is my life commitment. 

now you know the biggest piece of me

let us get to know each other by the hands of divine time

we know we know each other

now let us get to know why we are here

this time

for each other

with each other

in gentle divine time

we have work to do

together

let's not let the flesh deter us from our paths

we are strong

your sister your mother your daughter your lover,

sophia

I am Believer. A believer in ONE GOD. The GOD of all the Heaven and of All the Earths. I bleieve in His Son Jesus Christ. The living manifestation of God the Father, sent from the Heavens, to make us whole again.
My faith has been tested in these mountains - - -
I fell weak the moment my eyes left the gaze of my loving Father
As close as we were, I turned my gaze
As much as I was secure in His love, I turned my full gaze-away
My Lord, how could I forsake you when you have shown me such great things, showered me many blessings, filled the deepest despairs of my soul ?
How many times have you been forsaken, Lord Father ?
You are the Lord of Lords, yet you are still pained each time one of your children go astray
for you are here, to keep us in love, and away from pain
yet we look away..
all of Your love, given to us
and we can still look away
I know I have already been forgiven, yet I feel my punishment in the distance between us
For I was knowing you so closely
You were becoming my everything
You were my everything
And although my human weaknesses led me astray,
You are still here
gazing at me so lovingly
so deeply desiring me to love you, and only you, once again
You are a loving God, yet I feel your jealousy over my heart
I am yours again, Holy Lord, I am yours again.
I pray to be kept closely under your arm, against your chest, where I belong
Living with you, loving you, protected from all fallacies, for eternity.
My life is yours. Allow me to serve you in all that I do, with all that I say, in all that I am.

Father, you are my love. My only love.

Christ has died, Christ has risen, Christ has never left.


The Believer  

no one ever has time 
time is not to be had
so without time...                          
                            we simply are                              

expansion of your spirit will break you out of your imaginary limitations
expand your spirit by surrendering all that you think you know, and all that you think you are
to the Creator of your life, this life, all life
becoming small, weak and lifeless as you are - in the presence of the Almighty, without acknowledgement and worship of His Holy Majesty. 
He is the ruler of all. 
Lay yourself back.. allow your tired, heavy self to fall into the arms of the Supreme love
allow your face to be lovingly caressed by the one who loves you most
your eyes slowly close
your body eases out of strain and relaxes..
you feel so safe.. so secure..
in the arms of Your Holy Father..
All the love, your heart ached for
right here
for you
all for you..

Bless you, beautiful children of the Lord

THRIVE, the film

so hard to speak of the new, to the old
unless the old have grown into the new
most of the old are in the now very old
and still, we love them
we love them and we respect them
they are a part of us, as we are a part of them
as we are all part of this existence 
they are from another time, with another energy
let them be 
always let everyone be
allow yourself to be
love
patience, loving patience to all of us, for we are all on different levels of our different journeys of the same world
our existence, shaping our existence, in the now, to the future - - -

be your love

when you can feel, you feel all that lives

you can feel the sadness of the lonely horse who day after day walks his lonesome confined walk, always waiting for food, always waiting for a friend

you can hear the greediness of the magpie 

you can feel the emptiness of the woman who does not know how to love her children

you can feel the desperation of the child who kills

you can feel the nightmares of the lost

you can see the darkness of the governments

you can see the energies of the world in colors

many colors, many energies

many evils, many blessings

many ways, one Truth.

One truth, many ways

Seek, the way to the truth and you will be shown the only way. 

i feel the pain and the pressure of the world, in my heart

in my heart i can feel you all

mostly i feel your pain

because mostly, there is pain

it hurts my heart

your hurt hurts my heart

because I can -feel-

most of you have learned and trained yourselves how to -not- feel

because the pain was too much for your sensitive hearts, your sensitive spirits

we all come into this existence on such a high level of sensitivity 

we come into this world from a spirit realm where our senses are on a spirit level which is free, able to - be . 

the amazing beings we are.

the state of our world, has been so harsh on our precious sacred spirits

our innocence had no chance of survival 

so here we are, here we have been

products of our pain

our whole world

products of our pain

our pain as a People

our pain as an ancestor

our pain as an individual

hurt little children punishing who we can for not being fully loved

if you have, or if you are a parent who does not know how to love, you are a parent who has forgotten how to love yourself. A parent who had a parent who had a parent who had a parent who did not know - love. 

Today there are many "kinds" of love. According to those who do not know -true- love. 

Many "love", 

many "think" they "love"...

many are loving from a place of pain

where there is pain, there is a lack of love

so the love that you have and give, carries little substance

true love is so filling!

It quenches all thirsts and feeds all hungers to the deepest degree

Love is the only true power there is

Love is the only true power that exists

Because Love is who Our Creator IS

there have been many powers that have come to be since we discovered our own powers and chose to use them without the direction of our Creator,

but when you can see past the ego made facade, you can see that only love exists

everything else is only real because man has made it real

every disease, every sickness, every polluted thought, every war, every govermnent is as real as it is today because we have chosen to believe it is real

therefore we have given it our power

therefore, it is real

I am a believer in love. I believe true love is living. True love is what keeps our hearts beating. True love is from the Holiest Source of Life. He is not a He. He is not a She. He is nothing and everything. He has no name Holy enough for our wretched tongues to speak. There is no human language sacred enough to convey a name as Great as His.

So we are here, brothers and sisters of the Now,

in the awakening..

Realize, some of us have been here longer, some of us have ben sent here, for this,

learn to understand your spirit

Be humble in your new understandings, for you are now like a child, in a new world

There is much more to understand

Let your excitement guide you to more questioning, more listening

Do not speak so soon from excitement of new lessons eagerly to teach others when you have just learned yourself

be patient with those who have not yet awakened and remember that you were once sleeping, like they are, still..
pray for them
pray for yourself that you may be the light that shines in the dark

Take your time in understanding, always coming back to your humility in knowing that no matter how much you may know, you know nothing. 

Your life is a servitude to the One who knows everything

every second waiting upon His command of love

Who am I... I am the humble Servant of the Lord of all the Heavens and of all the Earth, here, to do as I am commanded, and as one does who truly loves, my life is showered with unending blessings, because I am loving. That is all we are here to do. So simple... so simple... once you remember your truth. 

Once you remember your truth, you begin to live in the Paradise of the Now

For even when there is chaos and pain, the truth will prevail and ultimately manifest peace. 

May you be guided by the Holy Spirit and transform your life into a living prayer of love.

I love you

 Sophia

last full moon of the year

winter moon, consume me
open me into your womb
penetrate through my doom
the cold of your time stirs me alive, yet sleep falls heavy on me
light, light, light us up
remind us of our glory


last full moon of the year

winter moon
consume me
open me into my womb
penetrate through my doom
deliver me into your night
stir me alive
fall your sleep heavy on me
light, light, light us up
remind us of our glory

winter moon

Hagia Sophia

Sophia and her three daughters - Faith, Hope and Love

Sophia, God's consort

The grid - Tree and Flower of Life - Creation

I am that supreme and fiery force that sends forth all living sparks. Death hath no part in me, yet I bestow death, wherefore I am girt about with Wisdom as with wings. I am that living and fiery essence of the divine substance that glows in the beauty of the fields, and in the shining water, and in the burning sun and the moon and the stars, and in the force of the invisible wind, the breath of all living things, I breathe in the green grass and the flowers, and in the living waters...

[Book of Divine Works, circa 1167, in Partnow, The Quotable Woman, 48]

I am the first and the last
I am the honored one and the scorned one
I am the whore and the holy one
I am the wife and the virgin
I am the mother and the daughter
I am the members of my mother
I am the barren one, and many are her sons....
I am the silence that is incomprehensible
And the idea whose remembrance is frequent
And the word whose appearance is multiple
I am the utterance of my name.


The Divine Barbelo

Here is a story that I found on line that says it comes from the Sia(Zia) Pueblo People.. 

A Sia Legend

Before Ut'se't, Mother of the People, left this world, she selected six Sia women and sent one to the north, one to the west, one to the south, one to the east, one to the zenith, and one to the nadir, and told them to make their homes at these points for all time. That way they would be near the cloud rulers of the cardinal points, and they could intercede for all the people of Ha'arts.
Ut'se't told her people to remember these women in times of need, and they would appeal to the cloud people for them.
The Sia alone followed the command of Ut'se't and took the straight road, while all other pueblos advanced by various routes to the center of the earth.
After Ut'se't's departure the Sia traveled some distance and built a village of beautiful white stone, where they lived for a long duration.
At one time all the parents suffered tragically at the hand of ti'a'moni, who, objecting to the increase of his people, caused all children to be put to death. The Sia had scarcely recovered from this calamity when another serious difficulty arose.
The Sia women worked hard all day, grinding meal and singing; and at sundown, when the men returned to the houses, the women would often abuse them, saying: "You are no good; you do not care to work. All you want to do is be with women all the time. If you would allow four days to pass between, the women would care more for you."
The men replied: "You women really want to be with us all day and all night. If you could have the men only every four days, you would be very unhappy."
The women retorted: "It is you men who would be unhappy if you could be with the women only every four days."
And the fight grew angrier and angrier. The men cried: "Were it ten days, twenty days, thirty days that we remained apart from you, we'd never be unhappy."
The women replied: "We think not, but we women would be very contented to remain away from you men for sixty days."
And the men said: "We men would be happy to remain apart from you women for five moons."
The women, growing more excited, cried: "You do not speak the truth; we women would be contented to be separated from you ten moons."
The men retorted: "We men could remain away from you women twenty moons and be very happy."
"You do not speak the truth," said the women, "for you wish to be with us all the time, day and night."
Three days they quarreled and on the fourth day the women finally took themselves to one side of the pueblo, while the men and boys gathered on the other side, each forming their own kiva, or ceremonial chamber. The women had a great talk and the men held a council. They were both furious with one another.
The ti'amoni, who presided over the council, said: "Perhaps you will each be contented if you and the women try living apart."
And on the following morning he had all the men and male children who were not being nourished by their mothers cross the great river which ran by the village, the women remaining in the village.
The men departed at sunrise, and the women were delighted. They said: "We can do all the work; we understand the men's work and we can work like them."
The men said to each other: "We can do the things the women did for us."
As they left the village the men called to the women: "We leave you to yourselves, perhaps for one year, perhaps for two, and perhaps longer. Who knows how it will work out? After all, men are not so amorous as you."
It took a long time for the men to cross the river, as it was very wide. The ti'amoni led the men and remained with them. The women were compelled by the ti'amoni to send their male infants over the river as soon as they ceased nourishing them.
For two moons the men and women were very happy. The men were busy hunting and all the game they could eat, but the women had no animal food. The men grew stout and the women very thin.
At the expiration of the first ten moons some of the women were sad away from the men.
As the second year passed, more of the women wanted the men, but the men seemed perfectly satisfied with the way things were.
After three years the women more and more wished for the men, but the men were only slightly desirous of the women.
When the fourth year was half gone, the women called to the ti'amoni, saying: "We want the men to come to us."
The female children had grown up like reeds; they had no flesh on them. The morning after the women begged the ti'amoni for the return of the men, they re-crossed the river to live again with the women, and in four days after their return the women had recovered their flesh.
- Based on Matilda Cox Stevenson's report of 1889.

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There is a natural order to life. We are who we are because we were created in this way, at this time.  When man tries to change this natural way of being, man is no longer living in his truth, and the pain and confusion enter in. 
One can seek for the truth, the truth can be revealed, but it is up to the seeker to accept the truth, or not. The deepest freedom lies in the acceptance of the truth. 
What is truth ? 
Truth lives in the realest place within your living being, and when you feel it, when you touch it, when you see it, you know it.. you know it.. 
you may not like it..but you know it..
What do you choose.. 
Choosing truth is the great battle of man's time..we have moved away from truth since we moved away from God, The Creator. Lies have consumed us and everything we do. Though the truth still remains, as does our choice to choose truth. It is hard at this stage to even tell what is truth and what is-not, for the lost seeker. The seeker must surrender all understandings of his own mind and vision and ask to be lead by the light of the Knower of All so that they may see the t r u t h -again-  

Women, we are the mothers of the living. 
Mothers, we are the bearers of life.
We carry the love that every living being needs, to live, in their truth.
Whether they need us every day, every four days, or every other moon..
We are here to give our love..to our children, to the men who gave us our children, our mothers, our fathers, our sisters, our brothers, our lands, our animals, our waters.. all that lives..
We carry the love of the Creator within us as do all living, we hold the wisdom of the world within our wombs. If we have forgotten our love, how can anyone else remember.... ? 
A man lives to fulfill his duties. His duties are the more physical duties. It is how he has been created. If we do not accept him and try to conform him, we will lose him. He- will lose -himself. It is up to us to give them our nurturing love so that they know how to love themselves, us, and our children, and our land, and our animals, and our waters, and all that lives..
The state of our world reflects the state of our Spirits. Our Spirits are not connected to our love. We are not loving ourselves. Therefore, we cannot love - anyone. We continue to battle in war because our Spirits are still in battle. Our Spirits are in battle because we are not giving into our truths. Into our love. 
Some will say, "but I love so much and so hard and still, I am in pain!"
You are in pain because what you are giving is not love, what you are giving is pain. Causing more pain. Probably to someone also in pain. Pain pain pain. Old pain that has been with you for most of your life. We are also carriers of the Spirits that live within us..our blood line..so not only can we carry our own personal pain that stems from a lack of love during childhood, but we carry the pain of our ancestors lack of love. For some this pain is deeper. Some experience very little pain in life. This is for those living in pain, which from the looks of it, is most of our world. Our governments are run by little hurt children, taking their confused aching hearts pain out on the world. Anyone...anyone... who acts in dishonesty and injustice, does not k n o w - love. That is all that is lacking in our world. The one simple (we are the ones who have made it hard) act. The one simple understanding. The one simple knowing. 
When you can see past the pain, past the lies.. you see the lack of love.. you see the weak little child so malnourished in love..and then the pain and lies are understandable.. how could someone who does not know love, who was never given or shown love, or someone who has denied love, how could they and their actions cause anything other than pain.. ? Compassion. Compassion is what one feels when they can see beyond the wrongful actions of another and into the pain that it is coming from. You are not provoked to react to their wrongful actions, because you can see the root of their being is in pain and you don't want to cause them more pain, instead you love. Either from afar or nearby. That, is compassion. That is what our world does not remember. Because we have forgotten our love. 

To be able to give your love without depleting your own love, to be able to give love -period- you must first love, t r u l y love, yourself.
When we do not truly love ourselves and we give our love away, as we naturally do, we are giving from an already empty place, making it even emptier.. until we feel we cannot give anymore..and then the desperation kicks in..  and we are no longer women.. t r u e women... 
A woman is the human core of life. We have the strength of the world within us. The heart strength, within. There is nothing, nothing stronger than the power of -real- love. Love can transform the darkest beings into the brightest beings.

Our men are with us to be who we are not. We, their women, are with them, to be, who they are not. Creating a perfect, balance. 
A -perfect- union we are. A perfect partnership. A perfect duo. If we only allowed ourselves to be, who we truly are. 
If we allowed ourselves to be who we are, and who we are for each other, we could sustain off of our love and gratitude for one another and would want to please one another in the most loving ways. Because we would realize how the role of the other is so needed to live a life suited for our true selves. Loving is not meant to be a burden. Loving is meant to be loving. And so beautiful.. and so gracious.. and so harmonious.. so peaceful.. so perfect.. like Our Creator. We are His creations, how could we be any less ??? We are not. We are so much more than we allow ourselves to be. We are physical manifestations of His Love. 

Wasted, painful time so many spend in trying to make our partners into someone they are not. Wasted, painful time so many spend trying to make themselves into someone, they are not. 
So many do not want to be who they are. So many wish to be someone else. With someone else's life..looks..gifts... If they could only look at themselves in their fullness to see who they are, who they came here to be, all that is here for them, or seemingly not here for them, but all they have been given and - a c c e p t - themselves, their true selves, not the life they have created for themselves in their false-selves, they could begin to live in truth.. where peace is a constant rather than a rare moment. Where all of your hearts desires are met, because your heart only desires the truth of everything and everyone, therefore the truth is given unto you. Truth is beauty. Truth is love. Truth is peace. Truth is clarity. Truth is strength. Truth is wisdom. Truth is Honest. Truth is humble. Truth is light. 

Men, you are here to guard, protect and provide for us, the carriers of life, your continuation of life is through us, and we honor and thank you for loving us, the way you love your mother, the way you love your sister, the way you love your daughter. We are all of the same. We are the women of your life. We are life. You are life. We love you. 

When we forget how to love each other, it is because we have forgotten how to love ourselves. 



Learn your love



Sophia

loneliness in love

 if we knew our love, we would be living in Paradise 
when you know your love, that is where you live
the only thing is, it is a lonely place
it is big, and it is lonely
miles and miles of the most beautiful lands your simple mind can't even imagine.. deep, deep peace.. everything you ingest is pure..everything you give is pure..everything is pure..
you -know- love
but you are there, in this Paradise, alone. 
no one to enjoy this beauty with
You know there are others out there, but there is so much space with so few people..
where are the others..
why are there not more here..
where I am..
surely I cannot be the only one who knows this love
surely..

There are always messages being given to us to help us grow more into our t r u e selves. To help deepen our understanding of ourselves which then allows us to deepen our understanding of everyone and everything living which would be us living fuller in our humanly potentials. 
All it takes is for us to quiet our minds so that we can hear all the messages for us. Everything we need to know is being told to us, and everything that we need to get is always given to us. But you have to be free enough to receive, all of your blessings. To be free, comes your surrendering. Your surrendering will grant you your freedom. Stop working so hard at what you don't really need. Allow yourself to be blessed with all the blessings your precious life deserves. It is easy to receive once you realize how sacredly special you are.
I am grateful to all the unseen light workers around me, helping me, guiding me, loving me. They are the workers of the light..the children of the light..who thrive in the ethers of love..in the ethers of the truth..making ways for love to manifest..they are God's hands..a gadrillion of them..working for Him..in His love..this realm of holy love is the place we have all come from..it is the place we all still exist -in. What makes this a living reality for me is I have felt this love and it has penetrated my being, awakening my truth-thee truth and I have re-claimed this truth as my truth. Therefore, it is. After this life, I believe I will return to this Paradise and stay there for eternity back to the side of my King, my Father, my Husband, my Brother, my Son. Who am I ? I am the Sophia of the Now.
Learning, here, how to be, who I Am, there -

Seek, and ye shall find
  

Claim Your Love

sometimes I wish I didn't see the things I can see.
sometimes I wish I didn't feel the things I can feel.
sometimes I wish I couldn't - feel
the way everyone else doesn't feel
It seems much easier that way
In a way..
but I've been there too..
and I know it's not.

I pray for the hardened hearts of the world
the disconnected..the lost..the wounded..the pained..the weary..the suffering..the weeping..
the dying..
I pray your salvation
I pray your awakening
I pray your love

the choice is in your life

May you become aware of the luminosity of your being.

All the love your child heart aches for, rests within, and all around you
Believe it and it shall be
Claim Y-OUR Love
Claim your love - n o w

The Christ of Life lives within all the Living*

Life of Love

Thirty years of life lived...tomorrow my thirty-first begins.. Yet I feel as if I am just beginning to truly live.. That is what happens when you reconnect with your heart..You realize that the living you were doing before was not fully present..it was not fully r e a l. You were not fully connected..You were not fully living..You were not truly 
b e i n g. I feel I have only been alive now for five years. A child of true freedom I am, but now with an understanding of all life. A child of ancient wisdom. 
My life is now lived with one purpose.
To love and be loved. 
I have found the key that unlocks all the pains and lies of the past..not just my own past, but the past of all my relations..which is beyond my family and ancestors..the past of a l l the living and a l l the dead..who remain living through each one of us and among the spirit realm.. which is livingly weaving between each one of us in every moment. Death is only of the body, of the flesh, but the spirit remains alive eternally. 
I am alive.
I am only beginning. Yet I have come so far. 
If you knew me in my past, you knew the lost me trying to find my way back. 
If you have ever felt pain from me, I sincerely ask that you sincerely forgive me, for my heart was not sincere in its living..in its loving.. I could not give of my love because I had been away from my love-my true love. I am sorry. But I have been forgiven. And I have forgiven myself. And now I can love you. I love you. And I am grateful to have had you in my life. You are a part of my being.
I can sincerely say that I am of sincere love these days. 
And that I truly, whole heartedly love myself. All of myself. Including my human weaknesses. Well, no, I don't love my weaknesses, but I now I have patience and understanding with myself because I know I have the the patience and understand of my Holy Father because I am living for Him. So I ask that you be kind with me and find understanding in your heart with my heart, and not judge my weaknesses if ever you have seen them or if ever you see them. They are there. No matter how close my relationship with G*d may be and continue to get, I will never claim to be without faults or weaknesses, because I am not all spirit and am of flesh here in this existence and am constantly battling for my peace and balance and truth. Even though I found my love again, the things of this world are a constant test to my love. Which by the way, when I speak of my love, I am speaking of the Holiest of loves that lives within me, you and everything living. The love of the Holy Creator of all of Life.  The love of my Holy Father. There is no name holy enough for His Holiness. This I understand now in the presence of His Holiness. 
Serving..humbly..and lovingly..is why I am here..
It is the purpose of my life
It is the purpose of Life
And because it is, all flows and will continue to flow so gloriously effortless..
watch and see..
I share all that I share with you about me because I am you, and you are me. 
I am you - and you - are me -
See You.
See Me.
See We.
I love you ALL so effortlessly! My love is your love -
Please, please RECEIVE!
Thank you ALL for being here

Love, and be loved-

With all of my love,

Hosanna Sophia 


"Lord, Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner."


http://www.yogabound.com/anahata-anahatha-4th-chakra-unbeaten-or-heart-chakra/

your life is a reflection of your love

what does your love look like ?

does it look pale and malnourished..

or does it look full and golden..

does it look empty and lonely..

or does it look rich and satisfied..

and how about the way it feels.. ?

do you even feel your love.. ?

or have you left it behind from the last place you loved..

from the last place you loved

from the last place you felt

your love

does your heart even remember the last time you loved..

does your heart even remember your love..

or has your pain hidden it underneath your heart..

underneath your heart

under

neath

your

heart



where did you leave your love..

where did you leave your love..

where did you leave your love..




hsL

Messages of the Now

We are in a time of Divine understanding. People's spirits are opening up tremendously. There is a new understanding of an old understanding. So much if not all that we have been fed from the outside world has been lies and we are finally seeing this clearer and clearer. There is still truth among the lies, but at this state of demolition, we must almost start from scratch. And that is what we are in the process of doing. We are breaking down in order to build back up. The lies are shattering.. and those who are in the understanding are entering a whole new level of understanding..and those who did not yet understand are now beginning to.. these ancient blockages are becoming unblocked.. and the truest of understandings is beginning to flow.. nothing is the way it seemed to be.. nothing.. even God.. God to this world today means not what or who God really is.. our language is so diluted from its true meaning that no words that we know can properly convey the Divine meanings.. our language must collapse as well.. and it does once we begin to recognize the lies as lies and desire to be revealed to the truth.. we begin to understand the language that we have known our entire lives with a different set of ears.. it's as if our ears have been thickly clogged and now they have been un-clogged..what a difference it makes! You can actually hear! Same goes for vision.. once blurry is now clear and you can actually see! You in your own life are probably going through some major shifts whether you recognize it or not..our whole planet and Universe is..there is NO way you could escape this shift..there are many deaths occurring..in extreme ways..all of these deaths have meanings..this is an intense time..these times we are now living in..this is a time that has been prophesied since the beginning of our time..and we are here..now..in this time...

do not be afraid of this time..do not give into the fear of this time..this fear that has had us is now going to put up a fight to keep us away from our truth..so things are going to get ugly and at times scary..it has had us for so long..it has controlled us for so long..we are its power..without our belief in it, it becomes power-less. Fear without fear is-nothing. Fear is only as powerful as we make it. And since we are becoming aware of this, fear is losing its hold over us..and it is going to fight hard to keep us. Humanity has given fear its power. And we have been ruled by it in every aspect of our lives. We are afraid of everything. Afraid of the most natural things. Afraid of ourselves. Afraid of our love. Afraid of nature. Afraid of each other. See it, my family. See this life for what it has become. See yourself for who you have become. And do not be afraid of it. Recognize that when you are afraid of it, you are acting in fear, and there is no truth in fear, because fear is n o t real. Fear is the opposite of the real, of the truth. Fear are the lies. Remember this. Become aware of your e v e r y thought and ask yourself what kind of thought it really is. Is this a thought of fear? Is this a thought of truth? How can you tell you might ask when it now seems confusing to be able to tell the difference because you have been knowing the lies as the truth this whole time..yes, but there is a space within you that is still connected to the truth..at this point it seems so distant and faint..that glimmer of light within you..and that is because you have not been nourishing it..but yet, it is still there..and anytime you question a lie..that space of truth will give you a signal that that in fact it is a lie..there will be something in you that feels either good or bad..the truth never feels bad unless you are living in lies..and if you are living in lies, well then this is when you must question everything. Your life is one big statement of your faith. Faith meaning what you believe in. Not meaning what religion do you believe in, but what your mind believes. Where your spirit stands. In the light-in the truth, or in the darkness-in the lies. Your whole life and everyone in it is a reflection of your spirit. So look around yourself and see what it is you are seeing. See who it is you have been being. Look at your relationships and see how they are being..Look at your friends..you are them and they are you..do you like what you see..are you truly happy..are you......are you truly content...are you....our vision cannot be clear looking outside if we have not clearly looked INside, at ourselves. And that is where most of humanity stands. Not truly seeing themselves, functioning on the out-side, therefore, not seeing anyone or anything else-truly. So we have a world full of unconscious robots moving around unconsciously being guided by other unconscious robots. Quite scary. And this has been our world for most of our time here. But again, the lies are shattering and the spell of delusion is breaking and the consciousness is returning. 

I have said a lot here, repeated myself many times and it is all for a reason.. we have been programmed and in order to de-program our minds, things must be repeated in order to tap into our ancient truth memory..activate our remembrance of our truth..This ego driven world has worked very hard at removing us away from this truth. But we are waking up*

There is a Holy peace that is and has always been upon us, it is up to you to claim it..that is all you are to do..and it will be yours. Please remember this in times when fear seems to have a hold over you..and this world..in the times to come when darkness seems to be all there is, and remember that the LIGHT is ALWASY here, just pull your gaze towards it and the darkness will lose its power.

We are in some serious times, family, and things are falling apart..and there will be a deep desperation.. and many will act out of this desperation..and there will be intense chaos..so please remember this..even in the darkest moments the light is always shining, but it is up to us to keep our gaze securely towards the light.. the Light is our way..the Light is our truth.. the Light is Our Divine Creator..so recognize the lies, but do not dwell in them, my family. Stay in the Light of The All Mighty Creator of all the heavens and of all the earth and all of the Galaxies, all of the Universal dimensions. There, beside Our Holy Creator, we are protected. Royally. Claim your Light. Claim your protection. Claim your love.

Peace is upon us

keep your gaze UP

If you desire to live a life in the peace of Light and all the gloriousness that it brings, you must (((submerge))) yourself
into that which you desire. Every aspect of your being, realizing that all ))) outer energies ((( are playing a major part into your (own-personal) energies. Everything that you hear, everything that you see, everywhere that you go, everyone that you share

 your time with, ALL, ALL are *influencing* your spirit, your energy.
---- Influence is one of the most powerful forces----
A force so powerful that it goes unseen, by the naked eye.
Which is what makes it so powerful.
Because you do not realize that you are being influenced.
To become aware of your influences, is to become present.
It is a part of consciousness.
Unaware of your influences is part of unconsciousness.
You know how listening to certain music, puts you in a certain mood? That's influence. That music, that song and everything in it, the lyrics, the sounds, the vibrations, the energy that it was made in, has influenced your mind, your thoughts, your mood, which can influence your actions, your words, your being. That is one example.
Another would be television, the movies.
Whatever you watch, any creation created by others, other than yourself, was created from the energies that surround the creators. Their creations are a reflection of who they presently are. And their energies are transmitted for the audience to receive. Again, most are unaware that this exchange is even taking place, because it is created in the subconscious and is being directed to the sub-conscious. The part of the mind that is unaware. There are a lot of unconscious creators unconscious of the power of their creations influence, and based on what their energies are rooted in, it could either be a good influence, or a negative influence. And then there are those, who are COMPLETELY aware of the power of influence and use it to gain CONTROL over you and the masses, not for the better of our world, but for the dark satisfaction of their ego. The big industries. The big corporations. You know. Nothing new. These negative influences have had control over the human race for some time now, but we have entered a new age. They are calling this the information age,based on the level of technology we easily have access to, to spread information which in turn has made us dependent and feeling the need to be hip with all the latest, FASTEST ways of communicating. But it is also the information age because we are becoming AWARE of the spells of these controlling influences and we are receiving *Information from a BIGGER source. A source of Truth which is the most powerful source there is. It is the source of LIFE. And there are many experiencing this wave of information, dedicating their lives to spread this information of REALity. Because we have not been living in the reality of who we are as individuals, as people and as a Universe. We have been living in the makings of a severely imbalanced EGO. We, this physical world we live in and all it's man created makings, have been built from that FALSE ideology. The more I have, the better I am. The BIGGER I am, the more POWERFUL I become! The more I give, the more I TAKE! That is who we have become.
Not the industries, but YOU as an individual.
That is NOT, the Truth.
Every system ruling our world is grounded in these dark grounds. There is nothing real about it. There is no LIFE in it.
Without life, there is no love. No light. No peace.
There is confusion. There is pain. There is suffering. There is false dependency. (You think you "need" all that you think you need from all those outside sources to be happy. But are you really happy???)
None of this is new news. It has been this way since man disconnected from the Life Source.
But we are ascending, brothers and sisters.
I share this message with you as a reminder.
As a drop of water into the soiled mind.
Because that is all, we have simply forgotten.
So become aware of all that influence you.
The spirit in me is an influence and I have seen the beautiful effects. And I am grateful to The Father.
Realize your influences. The music you listen to. The images your eyes see. The stories your ears hear. The words your mouth speak. The thoughts your mind thinks.
Become aware -
of it ALL -
and re-claim your place as an individual with CHOICE,
and may you have the wisdom to CHOOSE the LIGHT * * *
For that is where the TRUEST happiness lives! And it is waiting for you. Every drop of it's Divine Love, waiting, for You, beautiful One~

Seek, and ye shall find.

All the Love, is Yours ~

Sophia